Sunday, August 15, 2010

a dreamer? absolutely

Some people will say let your dreams run wild and that if you can dream it you can do it, but at what point do you have to reel your ambition in and accept your fate?

My whole life has been filled with dreams about how I want to live, where I want to live, what I want to do, and who I want to do it with, but it seems that no one told me how very hard everything would be to the deepest degree. Living alone has helped me realize what I want for myself now more than ever before.

I want an adventure, the kind with the unexpected twists and turns. I know and believe in my heart that GOD has a huge, wonderful plan for my life. The catch is just waiting to see the grand plan unfold. In my heart of hearts I know there is a reason I moved to Atlanta, even though I miss my family and all of my friends dearly. I love ATL and my apartment, but talking to people you love on the phone is not the same as them being completely in touch with your life on a day to day basis. I feel like I am out of touch with all that I love and I hate that. I hate being lonely all the time and having no one to talk to in person, but in the end there is a plan for me being here at this very moment.

I have HUGE dreams that I can barely be able to contain in this blog, but they are going to come true...eventually. I want to travel the world and see museums, parks, history, and native culture everywhere. I want to see it all and do it all with my camera and the ones that I love. I want to backpack across Europe and keep a journal of all the truly amazing things that I will see. I want to feel alive and feel like a bottomless pit of cultural knowledge that is never full because there is so much to learn still.

I want to run an eatery and be so creative with my food that people are inspired. I want people to feel comforted by dishes and yet always surprised. One of these days I will run a 60ish seat unique eatery with eclectic furniture and friendly staff.

Keep your dreams BIG but the love you give to others BIGGER.

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