Waiting can be the hardest part of anything and it seems to be even more challenging when you are relying on others. Not only do you have to sit and attempt to be patient but you also have to continue to go on as if nothing is bothering you whatsoever. I am not a patient person by nature, although not to brag I am trying to get much better on letting things happen without my interference.
This is a struggle among other issues of course. Operating on someone else's clock and waiting on them to call or e-mail you can be completely miserable in my opinion. I like to control my life for the most part in all senses. Call me what you will: obsessive, anal, predictable, etc. but at the end of the day I am a planner. I enjoy making lists and organizing everything whether those are my thoughts, concepts, or grocery needs. Yes, I know this in many ways leaves nothing to chance in my mind, but that's the way I like it for the most part.
All in all I know my list making self has to coexist with my somewhat patient self, but the battlefield is always changing slightly.
You're not anal, you just know what you want! That's how I prefer to look at things...
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